Bachelorette Andi Dorfman’s Tell All: 7 Shocking Revelations
5. She Feared for Her Safety
Over the course of their relationship, Andi became nervous about Josh’s actions and once even told her friend Nikki Ferrell from Juan Pablo’s season that she feared for her life. While on the phone, she told Nikki, “Well … if I show up dead, tell the cops he did it,” she wrote. “This became the single most vivid moment of my relationship. I realized just how much of myself I had lost in the past nine months. I was trapped in a relationship that made me feel utterly worthless and dismally defeated.”
4. There Was No Chemistry with Nick
While things were pretty hot and heavy between Andi and Nick Viall on her season of The Bachelorette, that chemistry was totally non-existent in the fantasy suite. According to Andi, “the fireworks between us just weren’t there. All of the kissing and groping and chemistry we had atop the sheets just wasn’t the same underneath them.” She also alleges that Nick asked her mid-romp whether she would rather “make love or f-ck.” “This is sex, dammit … kiss me, love on me, and if you can’t talk without making an utter fool of yourself, then stay silent,” she wrote. If the sex had been mind blowing, she might have overlooked this, but it so obviously wasn’t.